Me, Same as You.
There were a point when Me thought me could answer or contribute to any question at hand, but now, after months and more of constant thought, Me startin to see me limits,
Me Me Me be ta ta tapping away.
Tryin to make sense out of the bull shit of me days.
Me not no good to no one, now that Me startin not to care,
if Me ever gets it straight between the stars and moon and air.
Me once surrendered promise. Did Me lie to all the world?
For action is behind all love, not a noun, it is a verb.
Me just cain't do it. Me don' have the facilities to comprehend the complexities of loving, liking and living together. Because of this Me be in a real mental mess.
Me Me Me be ta ta tapping away.
Tryin to make sense out of the bull shit of me days.
The brain don't work, cuz' it's been way overused.
Thinkin about stuff that just makes me more confused.
Thinkin about stuff that just makes me more confused.
Me not no good to no one, now that Me startin not to care,
if Me ever gets it straight between the stars and moon and air.
Me gave it all me best and me just can't find a solution
to deal with one that you feel love for, yet produces disillusion.
to deal with one that you feel love for, yet produces disillusion.
Me once surrendered promise. Did Me lie to all the world?
For action is behind all love, not a noun, it is a verb.
Me just cain't do it. Me don' have the facilities to comprehend the complexities of loving, liking and living together. Because of this Me be in a real mental mess.
Me no feel like me want to feel.
8 comments:
Life is hard to figure out, but I am sure that you will do so eventually. One problem at a time.
I understand how you feel.
I think this must be one of the most complex problems of all- the Big Bang is simple by comparison to the problem of how two people can find love, enjoy eachother and share the same space without one ultimately causing the death of the other.
It is the hardest thing in life to live with someone, love them, like them, respect them, AND stay married to them. When the Mr. and I get into impossible mental messes we go to a counselor - together. Do they have such people in Lilliput? Our insurance actually covers it which is nice.
I am so sorry you are feeling this way. Remember, never make a decision in haste. Try to consider the other person's point of view. Contrary to the movies, a good marriage is not continuous bliss. Sometimes things are just crappy and you need to work things out. It is very hard for two individuals to put aside their oneness for their mutual benefit. There are always solutions if you are willing to use them.
I'm so sorry, Scary. I know where you are coming from. I have been there and I hope that your ending is better than mine.
ADW~ That seems the only way to do things, ya?
P.S. Me really liked the new hair style even iffin me didn't say so on yer post.
INGSOC~ You said it brother!
Corn Dog~ Counselling isn't an option. Both of us are far too stubborn and their isnt any bilingual help available.
Nessa~ Good thoughts there, girl. Me understands that it ain't always heavean. Me just don't know what to do to make it less frustrating and hellish.
OG~ Me/we not gonna end this. Me promised to stay with her through good times and bad and iffin she'll still have me than me will stay.
stomp.
Monster Man: Sometimes it means breaking cycles and sometimes it means you have to do it even if you think you are absolutely in the right. I have found that being right doesn't mean much, because there really are very few rights in the world.
I'd suggest finding ways to change YOUR habits and thoughts. You can only change yourself, which I know you know, but it's so hard to do. Refrain from commenting if you normally would or say something totally out of character. Make an effort to do something very thoughtful but it doesn't have to be big. What did you like to do when you first got together? We so often get into ruts and we need to make huge efforts to get out.
It's good to here of someone who honors his commitments instead of immediately bailing when times are tough. Good luck.
The Stomping Blues. Sorry, man.
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