Monday, August 6

Catharsis Anonymous

There be only two rules for this:
1. List ten hard things you wish you could say to ten people but you know you never will.
2. Don't reveal the persons identity.

I read this at My Crazy Life and she got it from Echo both people be worth the time it takes to visit.

Of course Me gonna do this in Me own inestimable style which means that it just might become long and over blown, but Me just has to add a touch of music to the statements. Iffin ya don't feel it be possible to make yer way through all the clips don't give it a second thought. This be for me own self indulgence.

Friend, lost friend. I turned away when you needed me most and I can never forgive myself for that. I will always wonder if that maybe I wasn't such a coward that things would have turned out differently and I would still be able to hear yor voice and we could still talk about music. But I will never know if I could have helped you, will I?



Man, I am so sorry I stole your woman away from you. She turned out to be the bane of my existance. Cost me my job, my home and most of my sanity. Dude, she even fucked my best friend! I am telling you the truth when I say I am SOOOOOOOORRY!




Even if you think I don't see your sadness and the weight of the world you carry on yor shoulders your mistaken. I understand what you have suffered through to bring light into the world. Keep smiling. Keep loving people and most of all keep hoping that all will be good before the end. I am here.




You have to deal with so much crap on a day to day basis that there is nothing I can say that will make things easier. Just know that you have everything you need to kick the shit out of the world!!!
I also know that you love both of these Merediths.



You saved my ass and gave me a new life, brother. If I actually said this to your face I know you would kick the shit out of me for being weak. Man, I just gotta thank you for bringing me home and helping me to get everything back. Most people just get one shot...




Me didn't make it to ten people. Me didn't have to.
Do as many as you like or none at all...

Me no enjoyin this all that much.

stomp.

29 comments:

Anonymous said...

your blog is a fun read. thanks for stopping by! and i like the Grey's Anatomy fanvid.

Serena said...

This is heavy-duty today, dude. I hope it was cathartic for you.:)

Neoma said...

what a hoot. And you still think you are a good judge of women....???????

Anonymous said...

I'm going to take each of those personally no matter whom they're for. I love them.

Scary Monster said...

echo~ You be havin a delightful place yourself. Glad you found the culprit.

SJ~ Me started out tryin to joke it up, but me kept comin back to the darker thoughts.

nea~ No, nea. I am not. I am a good judge of humans. Do you care to join the race?
You have every right to delete my comments from your page, but I will keep yours around for all to read and I am hoping that Mayden does the same. This is round two for us and I don't really mind mixing it up with you; but to me it feels like I am hitting a retard with a stick.

You might want to read the posts before you comment on them.

grrrl~ Jean. Sorry that little diatribe has to sit atop your wonderful words.

STOMP on STUPIDITY!!

Scary Monster said...

Grrl~ Even the one in red?!?
LMBO

Anonymous said...

LMAO! Especially the one in red ;)

Camille Alexa said...

Hey,
Sorry I got the same haircut as you in the eighth grade. I've been thinking a lot about this lately, and I see now what a bummer that was for all concerned. I can only plead that particular insanity which attacks during the most challenging of life's travails: middle school.

Hope you've gotten over it more quickly than I have.

Little Lamb said...

I have to be nosy. You can tell me to mind my own business, its your blog and your comment section, so here goes: you and nea have a past.

Or you can ignore this comment. I will know what you choose to do.

Scary Monster said...

Grrl~ Me shouldn't have asked!

Camille~ Me weren't upset about that. Afterall everyone thought we were twins. Gotten over it? Me cherishes it.

Lambkins~ nea and the Monster have had run-ins before. We do not see eye to eye on things and unfortunately that often spills over into other peoples blogs.
Me be here to STOMP and me will stomp on anything me deems pathetic and vapid.

Mayden' s Voyage said...

Monster~
Thank you...even if it wasn't meant for me-
Thank you anyway~
<3
STOMP!!! :)

puerileuwaite said...

Though I didn't have time to play the vids, this all seems familiar. Maybe this is how Alanis Morrisette got started as a lyricist.

Scary Monster said...

Mrs.C.~ Me only has good things to say to you, friend.

Pug~ Too bad. The vids were the gravy on the taters. Or as Alanis might say: The fly in the Chardonnay.

StomP!

Kelly Peeples said...

whoa hey cool, new banner! And Bon Scott! I have a huge crush on Bon and his chest hair. No jokes, please.

Kelly Peeples said...

pee ess, but my favorite clip was "Mona Lisa", I loves me that jazzy stuff. :D

Scary Monster said...

Mayden~ Me didn't realize that it were the nea do well. Me just saw a blight on yer comments section and rode to the rescue fire blazing from both ends.

Warrior~ You get a special stomp STOMP fer noticing that me actually had a new banner in place. Did ye happen to notice any other aesthetic changes?

Nat King Cole be pretty cool, ya?

NYD said...

Really like the new look. How did you do that thing with the nav-bar?

Do you think you can come around during Obon?

Oh, Yeah. Your welcome. But ya never needed to say anything.

Little Lamb said...

I see how it is, scary. That can happen sometimes and does.

Lady Prism said...

Hello Mr. Monster...I enjoyed reading what you have to say...

here in this post and all the way down as well.

Thank you.

Scary Monster said...

D~ Me could get around yer way iffin you be hittin the links. What say you, bud.

Lambkins~ Yes unfortunately it can, lamby. But since you know where Me hails from it not be too surprising that me do the things me does.

Lady Luxie~ It has been far too long since you have graced me home with yer presence. It also has been a long time since I have had word from the Phillipines. A good buddy of mine is there for ten days to see some relatives before he returns home.

Mayden' s Voyage said...

My hero :)
Thank you~

morgetron said...

Morgetron likes monsters.

Scary Monster said...

Mrs.C. You be most welcome.

Monsters like the Morgetron too.

Folks really should check out at least some of yer blogs, they're just 'ravelling'. Me knoews ya don't get it, but ifin ya go there you'll know what me means

Ryan said...

This is an excellent idea. I want to do this but unfortunately I think every one would either be "I really want to ejaculate inside you" or "I'm really sorry I ejaculated inside you"

Stacia said...

See, I have to agree with Ryan, although not specifically about ejaculation. My ten things would all be stuff like "I never really liked you".

Which is pretty horrible.

Dr. Kenneth Noisewater said...

When you said that the girl was the "Bane of my (your) existence," I thought for sure it said the "bone" of your existence. I was like, wow, how's telling your friend THAT going to make your friend feel better?"

Scary Monster said...

Ryan~ Are ya sure you don't want to include something fer the chick who gave you the clap.

Decembe~ You could always make those people characters in yer stories and have them die horrid deaths. Me thinks that's how Stephen King got started

Dr.Noisewater~ Me did not want to make him feel better, Me never even liked the guy.
Me were just wishin me had never hooked up with the girl.


STOMP.

Anonymous said...

will have to try it ...not from office. :)

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