Me scared Meself
Telling folks how hard you be workin or how tired you are be somethin' Me don't like to do. After all we all be hard workin people and eventually things catch up with you and lay you flat.
Last night Me crawled into bed feelin more worn out than a five dollar crack whore on Sunday mornin.
And me dreams didn't give me no respite.
Horrid.
Tempestuous.
Revealing.
And worst of all it weren't like a dream at all.
This be happening to you?
Me dream was more like that scene in the movie where the hero be dyin' and he life be flashing past he eyes, but we get to witness it.
For me it were just like that, but every scene were something from an embarrassing or cowardly or thoroughly despicable action from me life. Every lie and all the prevarication. It were awful cause every event were something that actually occurred.
Not fun. Not fun at all. Me had the thought that me were gonna die and that this be what me life actually amounted to.
It were difficult facing certain truths that me has tried very hard to bury and forget.
Me don' know what to make of this. Do you?
SheeeeeIt! The bedbugs sure had a jones fer me last night.
Anything like this ever happen to you?
Me no like takin off the rose coloured glasses.
13 comments:
Oh monster! I know just how you feel, you poor dear. You're too hard on yourself, we're always our own worst critics. Please remember that someone somewhere adores/loves/cherishes/loves you no matter how nasty you fel inside. Its hard sometimes but you must! Look past the things that you percieve as bad that you've done and try to count the good, ok? and yes, I have those dreams regularly but people still love me even though I have a helluva time figuring out why.
I don't know about dreams, but it is odd that you are the third person just this morning I've seen with a version of "The Scream" up on their blog. Maybe it's catching.
I had a rough night last night too...
But not as bad as yours, night like that make me happy to have the new dat starting.
I have times like that.
I used 'The Scream' a while back. There's just this universal appeal about it when it comes to unsettled times.
Are you eating Chinese food with those funky mushrooms? No joke. Those little jokers make for some e-vile dreams.
If it's any consolation, Hitler, Stalin, Vlad the Impaler and other notorious monsters were able to deal with it. Maybe it's your mattress.
Might I suggest heavy drinking prior to bedtime?
Well- Scary, now that you mention it...I had one the worst nightmares I've had in a long time night before last.
The next night I took half a sleeping pill, half a pain pill, and a glass of sweet red wine.
I slept like a baby!
Hope you sleep better soon. And even though I have some idea of what you do with tooth picks after you use them (and other things I never needed to know)- you are a special monster...
loved by many :)
hmm...scary has a conscience...well...thats not such a bad thing...
conscience is a good radar for me, when I've gone astray and need to look at myself and see if I've been living up to my ideals...
then I ask myself: if you did wrong...can you make amends? If you can...do...if you can't...then learn to forgive yourself and don't make the same mistake again.
When I get myself back in line with my ideals, I sleep fine.
Or...you could try nightol.
Or ...you could try a puppy.
NO! not EATING a puppy...loving a puppy, you silly monster ;)
hope you have a restful night tonight.
(stomping softly)
xx
pinks
Strange dream. Me think you need to lay off the chili before going to bed. PFFFT!
I haven't had this problem lately, but I have before and I know how terrible it feels.
The worst part is that it seems to happen just when you need peaceful sleep the most.
JGrrl~ Me wouldn't mind the dreams iffin they were analogous, but these were more like memories and hard to shake off the next day.
Looking at yer avatar, Me can tell why some folks might get a kick outta you.
lbb~ This be the second time me has used this pic. It just deemed apropos.
BD29~ Me must say the next day did go well. and no nightmares last night.
SJ~ Me thinks that Klimt has a painting for almost every emotion but Me choose Munk this time around.
Corn Dog~ Iffin me wants funky mushrooms, me goona pick em offa cow patties on Yasgur's farm.
Pug~ Me adjusting me implements of destruction as we speak. Once me become infamous me will be able to afford a new mattress.
tfg~ Pug sez me needs a new mattress. Ant advice? You be the local expert. And what kind of sheets do me choose that go along with heavy drinking? Disney would make me nauseaous.
Mrs.C. Great advice! Drinking and drugs. Well it worked for Kurt Cobain.
Pinks~ Every now and then me conscience gives me a gentle nudge. Kinda like gettin tagged by Thor's hammer.
Mr. Dyckerson~ Maybe it we the pig autopsy that set me off.
O-Girl~ Exactly! Me has a lot of extra work to do in the up coming weeks, so me really needs me beauty rest.
I've been having good dreams lately, so I am feeling grateful to not have this going on.
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